Bitch Dan't Kill My Vibe

I love having a blog.  I didn't think I'd like having it as much as I do!  It's been a constant outlet for all of my procrastination in school the past year and I've been able to share ideas and music with friends.  I'm even a little bit impressed with how much I actually kept up with it, even though some months have been a little dry.  I originally started it so that I could practice writing.  Words do not come easily to me in real life so I thought maybe this could be a nice place to channel what I really want to say when I can't do it face to face or I guess, as a gal that's more reserved, prefer not to do it to people I am not completely comfortable with.  I know that my audience is super small, and that's great for me!  However, I recently considered going outside my comfort zone and for my one year blog anniversary, announcing to Facebook that this thing really exists, because I'm pretty sure there's a mere 6 people who read it on the regular.  But fuck that.  The thought of certain people viewing my opinions and words stresses me out, and why cause myself more stress?  On the other hand, my New Years Resolution for the past a million years has also been to care less what people think and to just dzo what I dzo when I dzo it, y'know?  This thang isn't that great, I basically just discuss what music makes me feel, and memories tied to it, and that isn't just biznazz I wanna share with anyone.  But maybe I shouldn't care if someone knows what I think.  OH CONFLICT.

So what I'm trying to do here, after 2 huge glasses of wine after work, is
a) thank y'all who read my blog for doing so, and
b) make a lil promise to myself that now, without school (I officially graduated today!) I will keep up with this blog, and maybe even take the time to make it better and hopefully more diverse.


There's a bunch of shit coming up soon that I have to look forward to.  First Christmas and friends being home, packing my shit, moving to Winnipeg and in with m'lady m'Katy, going to Europe, degrading myself by "hitting the pavement" and looking for jobs in Winnipeg, (applying for jobs is THE WORST) and fingers crossed, still waking up every day reading music blogs and trying to listen to new shiz, as well as trying out new little crafts and projects around my new home that I can blog!  Goodnight lovely friends!